Crisp brown tendrils still cling in clumps,
pushed aside by apical buds thrusting
toward October sun.
I wander barefoot, plucking coal-black figs
joylessly.
They are – I am – too late.
Lulled by the balmy warmth,
I roll grit between my teeth, pop sterile seeds
and let sweetness slide down my throat,
forgetting.
All summer the tree languished,
its tips crippled by April frost, leaves
crumpled, miniature desiccated fruit
carbonized.
Just as the seasonal chill
failed to arrive, the tree rose
like a jilted bride and bloomed.
Come smog, come soot, come hot breeze
and forest fire, the fig tree
conserved nothing.
Irresponsible, maybe.
But in this planetary greenhouse
it qualifies (misplaced perhaps)
as hope.
Claire Unis MD MFA is a pediatrician and author of Balance, Pedal, Breathe: A Journey through Medical School, a memoir about drawing on diverse experiences in the process of becoming a doctor. She facilitates literary and narrative medicine classes for clinicians.